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R.I.P. Tablet

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The unimaginable has happened D:
So I won't be able to work on requests for a while. Sorry guys! Until I get a new tablet I'll either have to try to make art with a mouse or a trackpad... If I do finish your requests, they'll be pixel art, I can tell you that much. Haha

Anyway, thanks for all the support!

:peace:&:heart:
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I'm so glad this is over... I'm sitting here in my Stats class wondering why I even went to school this semester...
Seriously, I sucked, and I can't remember my past semesters well enough to know whether or not I've improved...
I feel like I didn't know what I was doing. It's not like I didn't do my homework or didn't study... I just... I don't know. I was out of it?

I'm pretty determined to get A's on my finals, though. I really want to Ace those... To save my grades... I have no idea how those are doing... Pretty sure they're not as bad as I anticipate.

Still, though, I had goals to get high grades in all of my classes. Looks like it's not going to happen this year.

Or maybe it will! I don't know. I just want to move forward and get better.
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You know, I tried really hard to avoid publishing a journal entry about all of this drama, but this... This has gone too far. I'm posting this for all of us.

I won't specify who you are; I don't need to, you know when I'm addressing you.

It's confounds me when a person absolutely refuses to do anything about her depression, even though she claims that she wants nothing else but to be rid of it. You say you're so lost and hopeless. You don't know what to do. We hear your cries and we try to help you. We're your friends. We want to support you. We tell you this and try to be nice. We sat you down, tried to get you to talk to us, but you refused. You did nothing. You said very little, but when we returned home...
Do you remember what you did?
"That was a waste of time."

A waste of time?

That was just the first time we tried to talk to you and help you. You continued to spiral into the darkness. Missing all your classes. Staying up until the sun rose. Waking up in the middle of the afternoon. Keeping yourself in a state of suffering. Your façade was all too obvious. Did you think that we'd let you kill yourself? Did you think we had given up on you? Did you honestly think that we didn't care at all? Everything we did for you, we did because we cared and because we were worried. You refused to accept that. You just wanted to curl up in your little ball and believe that you couldn't trust us, that we didn't care, that what you're going through is so unique.

What a bunch of bull shit.

So there we go again. We sit you down and try to talk. This time both parties open up and speak more. We all thought that we had made progress with you. We were hopeful and relieved.

But no.

"That was a waste of time."

"THAT WAS A WASTE OF TIME."

Who do you think you are? Do you honestly think that's an okay thing to do? All we wanted to do was help you. You stress us out. You're hurting us. Do you not care? Do you not care about yourself? That's what it seems like. It seems like you don't give a shit about anything but your problems. You're so blind to everything because you just keep giving in to your depression.

You have to TRY, you know? ACTUALLY TRY.

Go ahead, say that you have been trying. You won't fool me. If you were trying, then something would've changed. But guess what? NOTHING HAS CHANGED.

I'm done trying to help you. I tried being nice. I tried being patient. I tried being blunt and even a bit rude. Nothing gets to you. You're a lost cause.

Until you decide to stop feeling bad for yourself, I'm not wasting my time trying to help you.
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Tumblr.

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Hey, guys.

I know I don't get on here much, and I'm sorry.

I'm having a hard time with emotions, commitments and managing my time...

Tumblr, though...

I'm always Tumblrin'. Seriously. Seven posts in one evening.

So if you're curious about who I am or just want something to read, go ahead and follow me or whatever.
hangryhangryhippo.tumblr.com/

I feel like I've been melodramatic lately, so I'm sorry if what is on there seems whiny and stupid... It's just how I've been feeling.

I'll post sketches and other stuff on there, though... So that's some incentive I guess! Haha.

Thanks,


Mary
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Hello everyone!

Unfortunately, I will be unable to produce any digital works of art for some time. My tablet driver has refused to work on my Mac, and I am not in possession of any software capable of producing illustrations -- Actually, that is only a partial truth. I came across a Mac version of Microsoft Paint, but without the tablet I have no real desire (or time) to make anything with that program.

Until I purchase a tablet and software, I will be on hiatus. Sorry!

Thank you to all those who have watched me, and I apologize to said watchers who haven't received a little doodle on their walls yet. I will get to you when I obtain the previously mentioned materials!

Thank you to all those who have commented and favorited my art as well. Everything is appreciated!

--Mary
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